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'Rather!' assented the innkeeper, yawning. Marmeladov struck his fist resolutely on the table.
'Such is my fate! Do you know, sir, do you know, I have sold her very stockings for drink? Not her shoes - that would be more or less in the order of things, but her stockings, her stockings I have sold for drink! Her mohair shawl I sold for drink, a present to her long ago, her own property, not mine; and we live in a cold room and she caught cold this winter and has begun coughing and spitting blood too. We have three litde children and Katerina Ivanovna is at work from morning till night; she is scrubbing and cleaning and washing the children, for she's been used to cleanliness from a Tory Burch Outlet child. But her chest is weak and she has a tendency to consumption and I feel it!